Passing Counts

Alex passed his counts today, which means that he didn't need a transfusion. Yippee! -- I think -- it's hard to get all excited about anything because:

A) Not making counts:

= Alex gets a break from the Chemo side effects (+)

= Alex is back to his goofy self (+)

= Alex's treatment is "delayed" (-)

B) Making counts:

= Alex is one treatment closer to his cure (+)

= Alex is one treatment closer to steroids again (-)

= Alex gets Chemo (+)

= Alex feels the side effects of Chemo (-)

C) Not needing a transfusion:

= Alex doesn't need to stay all day at the clinic (+)

= We worry that the Chemo isn't working (-)

D) Needing a transfusion:

= Alex's energy level increases (+)

= Alex has to stay at the clinic all day (-)

= Alex could have an allergic reaction to the platelets (-)

= We know that the Chemo is obliterating the cancer (+)

So, today we are experiencing both B and C. The positive and the negative aspects tend to temper our excitement about any treatment he receives.

One thing we know for sure; he is one treatment closer to his cure today - and that is the tipping point to Yippee!